ok..

Ok now that i am a little less distraut..i can write something that makes a bit of sense..well i can only hope.

So yea, anyways..in the words of Relient K--"Housing all This Dount and Insecuruty.."

Like seriously, ive never been so unsure of anything as i am about being sure about this...I dunno, i just feel so incomplete. I dont know why for the life of me either.. Like seriously, its pissing me off.
I think that my main problem is, is any time soething is going really good for me I either question it or push it away, mainly bcuz anything good that ever happens to me, crushes me in the end. so in a way im a lil scared. I just dont wana get hurt. I mean..

I dont even know why i am thinking like this. Devon is so incredibly in love with me its amazing. Like seriously he would and does do anythign and everything for me...like i am his #1 and he puts me before everything. he is constantly looking out for me, and comforting me, and treating me like a princess...so why am i having these feelings?? Im just so STUPID!


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Well i dunno..im pissed